fine print

i don't want you to leave
if you do will you come back to me?
only a few years left
i don't know what ill do when you're gone

follow your dreams

make me proud

remember ill always be there

you are going to change the world someday

to a friend i took advantage of

mistake

its all falling apart , are you still there to find the missing pieces?

i wish i could say ive been there for you
but i havent
i wish i could say ive done everything i could
but i havent
i wish my life would go back to normal
but it wont

Even though we've changed and we re finding our own place in the world,
we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face,
we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us,
nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friend

I've let everything i've ever wanted slip away from me

and i have no idea how to get it back

saying one thing to my face, another behind my back

people are fake these days

everyone leaves eventually

nothing will slow me.

nothing can stop me.

i am a force to be reckon with.

my name is nicole.

but you can call me fake.

he took off my shirt

and there was a scars all over my back

he wants you to say sorry

im hoping you like liars

otherwise you couldn't really like me

otherwise you couldn't really like anyone

otherwise you couldn't really like yourself

i told the turth

he stole my youth

and now im not brand new

anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness.
its alot easier to be angery at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt

i just hide behind the tears of a clown

(L)

the best thing about me is you

nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. maybe that's because it's all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing, and that led to someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. you know like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone's ear, and that people whispers it to someone else, and it all comes out wrong in the end.
but then again, maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is suppose to look like.

she wont kiss and tell

if we don't change the direction we are headed,
we will end up where we are going.

In nineteen minutes, you can mow the front lawn, color your hair, watch a third of a hockey game. In nineteen minutes, you can bake scones or get a tooth filled by a dentist; you can fold laundry for a family of five.... In nineteen minutes, you can stop the world, or you can just jump off it. In nineteen minutes, you can get revenge.

you take pictures

i take art

I'll love you, dear, I'll love you
Till China and Africa meet,
And the river jumps over the mountain
And the salmon sing in the street,
I'll love you till the ocean
Is folded and hung up to dry
And the seven stars go squawking
Like geese about the sky.
The years shall run like rabbits,
For in my arms I hold
The Flower of the Ages,
And the first love of the world.

ps.i love you

Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you -Gerry Kennedy

fire and ice

Some say the world will end in fire
Some say in ice
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire
But if it had to perish twice,
I think i know enough to hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice

-Robert frost